FUTURE..dun leave me alone

So tiring now~
Thinking of my future~
What should i do?
Everyone said i must go in Uni..
But for me..
i don't know..
Nope..
Actually..
is don't want...
Have some reason..
i like S'pore life..
safety quite MONEY DOUBLE
although i feel that Singaporean very proud
i don't like some Singaporean
no smile
cool
i don't like
another reason is my honey is at here
if i go back
sure i can't see him
will meet him after a long time
i will worry about him
in my heart
this is the most important thing
may be you will say i'm so stupid
but for me
i can't do that
therefore
i think to live here
work here
and study here
who will support me?
please give up your hands..
don't know why i need somebody support
somebody agree for my decided
may be i scare i will regret
it can't tubalik when the time gone
HOW?
WAT can i do?
Who can tell me?