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its cant b doubt..
im came back to Gemas yesterday..
im feel so happy will i reached home..
WARM..FREE..
i like this feel..
but have a thing make me feeling down..
he accompany me go back gemas..
it is very tired..
he din't rest anymore..
just sleep 2 hours..
its not enough for him..
heart feel painful..
he on the way go back singapore..
he really cant sleep well in car..
need to work tomorrow..
i feel regret ...
he cant rest well...
worrying~
haizz...
anather way..
im so free and relax at home..
watched drama a whole day...
i like this kind of life..
but its not so good...
will continue work on next monday..
sign again...
hope i can find a comfortable life~~

MEANINGFUL ＴＯＤＡＹ

自从来到新加坡。。就少了这种感觉。。
今天。。这种感觉终于回来了。。
好开心哦。。嘻嘻嘻。。
感觉安心多了。。
少了很多愧疚感了。。
可能我叫了租吧。。
感觉自在多了。。
今天是最有意义的星期六～
早上去巴杀～
下午去图书馆～
晚上在家做tiramisu~
半夜看偶像剧吃泡面～
感觉好爽哦～
i like it!!

Maiden Voyage

so ANGRY today!!
beCoz of the Jessie LIM...
walao~~
i think i cant hadle a maiden voyage!!
like a mum... NAGGING!!!
walao~~~
i cant tahan lo~~
due to too angry
i go to buy a chocolate~~
but..
i regret now...
therefore
i learning to be a deaf..
cant hear anythg
then will be free...
wont think too much~~
i think i should b learn!!
CALM DOWN
ERm~~
i will be fine tomorrow^^

因为你因为我

he open the song..
tat is 因为你因为我。。
when the song was playing..i thinking all the thgs when im at Kampung Tiong temple..
sudenlly..
he said...
我真的很喜欢去佛堂。。
不是要看谁。。也不是好玩。。
佛堂。。让我很有归宿感。。
就像家的感觉。。
我们。。不能什么事情都由“我”开头。。
不能自私的想自己。。
应该为大家着想。。
可是。。
这点。。
我自己也做不好。。
自己口才也不好。。
也不能把信息传达出去。。
现在唯有就是做好自己的本分。。
美化自己的心。。

when he said abt this..
he sound ..
is very slow..
very careful..
and..
his hand ...
is continue to wipe out his tears..
at that time..
i just look at his eyes..
pay attention to heard wat his saying abt..
this is the 1st time ..
he crying in front of me..
before that..
i alwayz said i be with u in a very long time..
bt i never see u cring...
then he never said anythg...
bt...
that day
he cried..
i had abit happy n touching...
bcoz that means he belive with me...
hehexxx...
yesterday is the best day and a anniversary day...
i never forgot it^^
GAMBATEH

Happy~~Sad~
sad is i cant take leave at 15th and 16th..
haizz..
i thought i can go back home...
need to wait more some weeks..
today i eta dinner with my honey..
so lucky..
he no have work today..
after eta..we thought to go to Sim Lim Square to buy a laptop
Unluckily..
they closed already..
then we choose go to walk walk..^^
don't know what happened..
he very 38 today..
he agree with me he is ET..
when i looking his smile..
i also feel blissful..
and a bit heart pain..
this is because i cant always be with him although i came S'pore
he said sometimes he feel very lonely..
at the time..
i nothing can do..
just saw at his eyes..
heart pain-ING..
Hope i can help him to make his dream come true~

FREE

Thinking to buy a laptop
Constance introduce me
the lenovo
S$1099
is cheap for me
thinking to buy it later
although i just left S$1200 in my pocket
isn't true?
should i buy the laptop?
am i use it?
SURE
i will use it..
nowadays..
i feel that my money is not enough
haha
everybody also saying like this
never enough for everybody
Today
i alone in my house
i feel FREE
like it^^
i think i must give rental to my aunt
i think she will accept now
i feel uncomfortable when live at here
i thinking to move out many times
but
i no do that
coz many things need to consider
suddenly
i miss all my friends
will feel better when i be with them
very happy
long times i'm not lough already
just smile
no meaningful
i will back at next next week
the most important thing is i must meet my friend
go yam cha
hahha
this world is cant handle in our hands
my friend said
i must enter Uni although the course i don't like
then for me
i don't like to entry Uni
Why?
So funny
but the future is unsangkaable, right?
the Happy is the most important thing^^

FUTURE..dun leave me alone

So tiring now~
Thinking of my future~
What should i do?
Everyone said i must go in Uni..
But for me..
i don't know..
Nope..
Actually..
is don't want...
Have some reason..
i like S'pore life..
safety quite MONEY DOUBLE
although i feel that Singaporean very proud
i don't like some Singaporean
no smile
cool
i don't like
another reason is my honey is at here
if i go back
sure i can't see him
will meet him after a long time
i will worry about him
in my heart
this is the most important thing
may be you will say i'm so stupid
but for me
i can't do that
therefore
i think to live here
work here
and study here
who will support me?
please give up your hands..
don't know why i need somebody support
somebody agree for my decided
may be i scare i will regret
it can't tubalik when the time gone
HOW?
WAT can i do?
Who can tell me?